Buckys eyes watched Lilian as she left, seeing the mess on her shirt before turning to steve ‘’iwouldnt say.. normal.. arm and all.. but mind wise.. im good, no one can contorl me now, Shuri made sure of that. Each word had to be removed one by one,and then she ahd to replace that void ad it was a lot of techincally stuff i didn’t understand but she did what she could. Fury was happy with the results that Shuri sent.. she tried to explain ti all when i was awkae but.. basically im new an dimproved’’ bucky siad and they chuckled ‘’well its good see you being so open. And being.. ‘normal’. Hopefully now you can start to move on with your life and make it into what you want it to be’’ Cecelia siad ‘’yes. That.. is something im looking forward to’’ bucky sia Dan sighed ‘’Im gonna go unpack and settle back in.’’ Bucky siad ‘’ o for to long. Im gonna start making dinner soon.’’ Cecelia siad happiyl and bucky laughed and nodded beore ehad ing off. ‘’I’m glad it worked.. he seems.. happier’’ Cece siad and smield a bit.
Buckys eyes watched Lilian as she left, seeing the mess on her shirt before turning to steve ‘’iwouldnt say.. normal.. arm and all.. but mind wise.. im good, no one can contorl me now, Shuri made sure of that. Each word had to be removed one by one,and then she ahd to replace that void ad it was a lot of techincally stuff i didn’t understand but she did what she could. Fury was happy with the results that Shuri sent.. she tried to explain ti all when i was awkae but.. basically im new an dimproved’’ bucky siad and they chuckled ‘’well its good see you being so open. And being.. ‘normal’. Hopefully now you can start to move on with your life and make it into what you want it to be’’ Cecelia siad ‘’yes. That.. is something im looking forward to’’ bucky sia Dan sighed ‘’Im gonna go unpack and settle back in.’’ Bucky siad ‘’ o for to long. Im gonna start making dinner soon.’’ Cecelia siad happiyl and bucky laughed and nodded beore ehad ing off. ‘’I’m glad it worked.. he seems.. happier’’ Cece siad and smield a bit.
Tony stood behind Cecilia with his arms around her as Bucky headed upstairs "Yeah but how well is that going to work now with him and Lily? I mean, you saw how he perked up when she came back the day before he went to Wakanda, unless we missed it, there didn't seem to be that this time" he said softly, concern for his sister. Tony decided to change the subject "So, Greece? Tomorrow?" He asked as he looked over her shoulder at her.
Lillian had gone up to her room to change her shirt and rinsed off as much of the baby puke as possible then rung it out to dry. "I definitely need to either get more recieving blankets or baby friendly shirts" she said to herself as she left her room. The only way to get anywhere was to pass Bucky's room, no one, not even Lily had been in there since he left. Lily took a breath and dared to go past, she had to put her shirt in Natasha's load or it would sit and stink.
Tony stood behind Cecilia with his arms around her as Bucky headed upstairs "Yeah but how well is that going to work now with him and Lily? I mean, you saw how he perked up when she came back the day before he went to Wakanda, unless we missed it, there didn't seem to be that this time" he said softly, concern for his sister. Tony decided to change the subject "So, Greece? Tomorrow?" He asked as he looked over her shoulder at her.
Lillian had gone up to her room to change her shirt and rinsed off as much of the baby puke as possible then rung it out to dry. "I definitely need to either get more recieving blankets or baby friendly shirts" she said to herself as she left her room. The only way to get anywhere was to pass Bucky's room, no one, not even Lily had been in there since he left. Lily took a breath and dared to go past, she had to put her shirt in Natasha's load or it would sit and stink.
Bucky sighed as he walked towards his room with his suitcases, he stopped as he saw Lilian walking slowly past his room with a kind of look on her face ‘’is my room that scary?’’ He dared to ask, which seemed ot startle her ‘’sorry, didnt mean to make you jump’’ he siad gently with a soft smile on his face. She looked good, but tired and a bit stressed ‘’I uh.. got your letter by the way…’’ he siad gently as he shoved his normal hand into his pocket while the other held the suitcases that were strapped together.
Cecelia rolled ehr eyes at tony ‘’ i told you. No meddling, thigns are going as they should. Leave it alone tony. They gotta do this themselves. No matter what. So drop it’’ she stated befire turning in his arms and hooking hers around his neck ‘’you want to go to Greece.. .tomorrow? ‘’ she asked in disbelief and watched as he nodded, she let out a laugh and shook her head ‘’then. Guess we need to start packing. I know a great hotel there so il give them a call, they should have room since it’ll be their off season there.’’ She siad na chuckled at him.
Bucky sighed as he walked towards his room with his suitcases, he stopped as he saw Lilian walking slowly past his room with a kind of look on her face ‘’is my room that scary?’’ He dared to ask, which seemed ot startle her ‘’sorry, didnt mean to make you jump’’ he siad gently with a soft smile on his face. She looked good, but tired and a bit stressed ‘’I uh.. got your letter by the way…’’ he siad gently as he shoved his normal hand into his pocket while the other held the suitcases that were strapped together.
Cecelia rolled ehr eyes at tony ‘’ i told you. No meddling, thigns are going as they should. Leave it alone tony. They gotta do this themselves. No matter what. So drop it’’ she stated befire turning in his arms and hooking hers around his neck ‘’you want to go to Greece.. .tomorrow? ‘’ she asked in disbelief and watched as he nodded, she let out a laugh and shook her head ‘’then. Guess we need to start packing. I know a great hotel there so il give them a call, they should have room since it’ll be their off season there.’’ She siad na chuckled at him.
Lillian had expected Bucky to be in his room, she had noticed him coming down the hall and slightly jumped then looked over at him. "No just...I got your letter too you just...seem so much happier now, I didn't want to ruin it somehow like before...when I came back from Benin" she admitted.
Tony scoffed a bit "I'm not meddling! I just want to know what you know that's all, its not fair that you can give the rest of us half truths and no details you know. I'm just worried, especially when it comes to my sister" he explained. Tony somewhat loosened his grip when Cecilia turned in his arms and he smiled down at her "Yeah why not? Go now before something comes up if it does" he said with a shrug. Tony chuckled when Cece said they better start packing. "Sounds like a plan, I'll message Happy to refuel the jet" he added.
Lillian had expected Bucky to be in his room, she had noticed him coming down the hall and slightly jumped then looked over at him. "No just...I got your letter too you just...seem so much happier now, I didn't want to ruin it somehow like before...when I came back from Benin" she admitted.
Tony scoffed a bit "I'm not meddling! I just want to know what you know that's all, its not fair that you can give the rest of us half truths and no details you know. I'm just worried, especially when it comes to my sister" he explained. Tony somewhat loosened his grip when Cecilia turned in his arms and he smiled down at her "Yeah why not? Go now before something comes up if it does" he said with a shrug. Tony chuckled when Cece said they better start packing. "Sounds like a plan, I'll message Happy to refuel the jet" he added.
‘’Yiou want to meddle! No meddling! I’ll only tell you what I saw when it comes togetehr fully, fromt hem… they gotta make the choices.. not us! Once theyre closer to settling thigns, I’ll see it and then I’ll ell you. Patience… learn it.. live it.. ve it..’’ she siad and chuckled a bit ‘’you call happy. I’ll go start packing, change and call the hotel. And then once we’re ready we can head out. Im thinking… three weeks.. just us.. no one and nothing else’’ she said chuckled before giving him a kiss onthe cheek then heading off to her room.
bucky rose a brow at Lilian’s words ‘’ruin? Who siad you ruined anything?’’ He asked her ‘’I know my letter wasnt the most.. uhm… cohesive or.. coherent letter ever… but… you never ruined anything Lillian… it was the opposite, i was happy that you were back.. i was.. i jsut… preoccupied with the whole mind situation.. im sorry if i. Made you feel that way.. truly I am..i. Never wnat you to feel like that because of em’’ bucky siad gently as he looked at her,while he was somewhat bummed about what she siad about Africa,he ahd time to think it over and came ot the conclusion that. Him being bummed wasnt okay,and that he had no say in what she did with her life ‘’but.. i did mean what i siad about my feelings for you… but i dont expect naything to happen unless you want it to’’ he said ot her gently
‘’Yiou want to meddle! No meddling! I’ll only tell you what I saw when it comes togetehr fully, fromt hem… they gotta make the choices.. not us! Once theyre closer to settling thigns, I’ll see it and then I’ll ell you. Patience… learn it.. live it.. ve it..’’ she siad and chuckled a bit ‘’you call happy. I’ll go start packing, change and call the hotel. And then once we’re ready we can head out. Im thinking… three weeks.. just us.. no one and nothing else’’ she said chuckled before giving him a kiss onthe cheek then heading off to her room.
bucky rose a brow at Lilian’s words ‘’ruin? Who siad you ruined anything?’’ He asked her ‘’I know my letter wasnt the most.. uhm… cohesive or.. coherent letter ever… but… you never ruined anything Lillian… it was the opposite, i was happy that you were back.. i was.. i jsut… preoccupied with the whole mind situation.. im sorry if i. Made you feel that way.. truly I am..i. Never wnat you to feel like that because of em’’ bucky siad gently as he looked at her,while he was somewhat bummed about what she siad about Africa,he ahd time to think it over and came ot the conclusion that. Him being bummed wasnt okay,and that he had no say in what she did with her life ‘’but.. i did mean what i siad about my feelings for you… but i dont expect naything to happen unless you want it to’’ he said ot her gently
Tony rolled his eyes at her "Im not trying to meddle! I don't want to see Lil get her heart broken, again, that's all!" He insisted. Though he laughed when she said three weeks "Okay okay, I'll go message Happy and start packing, we can leave first thing in the morning" he gently teased at her before heading upstairs to his room to get things ready, he texted Happy as he walked to ensure the jet was ready to leave in the morning too.
Lillian sighed "It just...it felt that way, you seemed fine until I mentioned going back to Africa that's all I meant" she tried to explain. Lily shook her head and one of her hands "Look its in the past okay, that was three months ago" she began. Lily lowered her hand and looked up at Bucky "I meant what I said too Bucky. I mean i know it sounds stupid, but when you doubted ever even being able to find someone to love, that...stung for me. But that's not your fault" she tried to say
Tony rolled his eyes at her "Im not trying to meddle! I don't want to see Lil get her heart broken, again, that's all!" He insisted. Though he laughed when she said three weeks "Okay okay, I'll go message Happy and start packing, we can leave first thing in the morning" he gently teased at her before heading upstairs to his room to get things ready, he texted Happy as he walked to ensure the jet was ready to leave in the morning too.
Lillian sighed "It just...it felt that way, you seemed fine until I mentioned going back to Africa that's all I meant" she tried to explain. Lily shook her head and one of her hands "Look its in the past okay, that was three months ago" she began. Lily lowered her hand and looked up at Bucky "I meant what I said too Bucky. I mean i know it sounds stupid, but when you doubted ever even being able to find someone to love, that...stung for me. But that's not your fault" she tried to say
Bucky sighed a bit. ‘’I’m sorry for saying that.. at that time.. i was still mentally struggling with everything.. so.. i had a pretty.. bleak outlook on things’’ he said gently… before he thoguht of something ‘’youve actually already said you loved me befre the letter’’ he admitted, and saw the confusion on her face ‘’the day you ‘lost’ your sheild job and drank… you admitted it by saying ‘ i love you’… i wasnt sure how to handle that or how to tell you.. as i thoguht about what you siad.. i started thinking bout how i felt for you. When you left.. i thought about it more..and more.. then I realized how much i had actually fallen for you without kniwing it at first…when you talked about moving away… i was.. i admit.. a bit.. hurt.. by that idea.. i didnt want it to happen but i also understood i didnt have a say int hat.. then Shuri called and told me her plan.. which i was already considering but was apprehensive of.. and i went.. with an easy out os ididnt have to fully confront my feleings for you.. but i kne wi couldnt just leave without saying something.. so i wrote the letter…when i found yours… you were sleeping. I read it and took it with me when i left. ‘’Bucky said gently and sighed a bit ‘’ i dont ant thigns to be wierd with us though now that.. everything’s coming out… if.. youre not.. ready to be with me.. in that capacity.. ill understand.. i just wnat you to fully know how i feel’’ he siad gently with a soft look on his face.
Bucky sighed a bit. ‘’I’m sorry for saying that.. at that time.. i was still mentally struggling with everything.. so.. i had a pretty.. bleak outlook on things’’ he said gently… before he thoguht of something ‘’youve actually already said you loved me befre the letter’’ he admitted, and saw the confusion on her face ‘’the day you ‘lost’ your sheild job and drank… you admitted it by saying ‘ i love you’… i wasnt sure how to handle that or how to tell you.. as i thoguht about what you siad.. i started thinking bout how i felt for you. When you left.. i thought about it more..and more.. then I realized how much i had actually fallen for you without kniwing it at first…when you talked about moving away… i was.. i admit.. a bit.. hurt.. by that idea.. i didnt want it to happen but i also understood i didnt have a say int hat.. then Shuri called and told me her plan.. which i was already considering but was apprehensive of.. and i went.. with an easy out os ididnt have to fully confront my feleings for you.. but i kne wi couldnt just leave without saying something.. so i wrote the letter…when i found yours… you were sleeping. I read it and took it with me when i left. ‘’Bucky said gently and sighed a bit ‘’ i dont ant thigns to be wierd with us though now that.. everything’s coming out… if.. youre not.. ready to be with me.. in that capacity.. ill understand.. i just wnat you to fully know how i feel’’ he siad gently with a soft look on his face.
Lillian listened as Bucky spoke, putting the wet shirt in her one hand over the railing. "That letter you left on my door, I read it all the time since you went to Wakanda, most of the time I thought I'd dreamed it, so I had to read the real thing to convince myself otherwise" she began as she took a step closer towards him. "The one thing I never did question was those words I said and how true they are. Sure I enjoyed helping the kids in Benin, and as much as I missed my time there, I knew staying there was a decision I'd come to regret if you weren't with me Bucky" she said softly. "I understand how you feel, and I did and still do feel the same way, I always have I just never had the courage to admit it, I didn't want to jeopardize things with how confused you seemed about this era already, I didn't want to make things harder for you. But I mean it Bucky, I love you and all I want is to be with you, now and forever" she admitted softly.
Lillian listened as Bucky spoke, putting the wet shirt in her one hand over the railing. "That letter you left on my door, I read it all the time since you went to Wakanda, most of the time I thought I'd dreamed it, so I had to read the real thing to convince myself otherwise" she began as she took a step closer towards him. "The one thing I never did question was those words I said and how true they are. Sure I enjoyed helping the kids in Benin, and as much as I missed my time there, I knew staying there was a decision I'd come to regret if you weren't with me Bucky" she said softly. "I understand how you feel, and I did and still do feel the same way, I always have I just never had the courage to admit it, I didn't want to jeopardize things with how confused you seemed about this era already, I didn't want to make things harder for you. But I mean it Bucky, I love you and all I want is to be with you, now and forever" she admitted softly.
